My alarm goes off. I rarely ever just jump up and get going I purposely set my alarm earlier then I really need to be up. So of course I lay there or go back to sleep. Today I woke up with major thoughts. Recalling the night, thinking about my weekend to come, wondering about some guy, rent, groceries and what I might have for lunch.
Eventually I get up,by now I’ve checked my phone and notifications. I had some drinks the night before so I looked to see if I sent any questionable text. I didn’t, thank goodness. So I get going, I greet and feed my dog and do the morning run through. Grab my keys which are always on these little cute dog tail hooks, one is pink one black head out the door lock it and pray everything is in tact and the way I left it when I come back home.
As I turned the key I thought, here we go same old same. I began to take the stairs, and with each step I imagine that in the past people seem to be okay with their job, will be there for like 100 years doing the same thing. I’m sure there were people who loathed their jobs but for the ones who didn’t or felt otherwise, like how!? Maybe it was the pay, pay has a lot to do with job satisfaction. The thought of being somewhere for more than 5 Year’s makes by neck itch. I feel like we are being ripped off in a sense.
Everything is expensive jobs aren’t paying adequate wage for this economy, everyone is homeless but in designer clothes, taking flights but not really going anywhere. Ugggh it’s just too much. This is my daily adversity. I’ve thought about living in my car more times then I’d like to admit. So I just continue to make due with what I got and try to have fun along the way.
LaShara Lashawn 
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