No prospects.

My line used to be pretty active way back when… I couldn’t walk away from my phone and come back and there not be at least 4 text and a few missed calls in the notifications. As you can probably imagine my line is the complete opposite now. Sometimes I’m shocked, like how dare these people. Actually not call after I tell them not to.
Every good team needs a good starting five and a great 6th man( basketball terms). I don’t even have a team! I am the team, the ref, the water boy, and the crowd. My phone is so dry, dust remains on the counter after I pick it up. I feel like everyone has been here before. Your not doing anything so you pick up your phone and proceed to go through it. Who can you text or call? There are people who I can text or call but when I look at the names I be like uuuggghh no.

There are no prospects at all… no first round picks. So since there aren’t any I just find things to do. My house is super clean, I have a few books to catch up on and I can focus on my writing. It’s just nice to have someone bring a little light to your day because they are genuinely interested in how your day is going. Having that special someone is a great feeling that I miss as well as being someones special someone.

Iv considered online dating, I have even created a profile. The thing is I don’t want to pay and I’m hesitant that it just might not work. I think I’m just going to table that route for now and keep hope alive. At least now I’m not wasting time with people who I have no future with. Being single is a great time but then there’s moments like these.  What’s a woman to do?

 

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